A humiliating End

"When I grow up I wanna be an astronaut"

He's sitting alone in his stuffy room, almost unable to move
All the air fresheners can't banish the stench of caducity
The fly he has tried to kill some days ago is still alive
Louder than the voices of the children playing outside

The yellowed wall is slowly shedding its flower patterned skin
While he is losing his precious memories by and by
The happiest moments of his life were the ones he dreamed of
Soon he's going to fall asleep and dream forever

A bitter tear is running down his wrinkled cheek
As he's staring at his cheesy photo album
Silly faces, ridiculous clothes, absurd ceremonies
Is this what you wanted? Did you enjoy yourself?

When the fat girl dressed in white enters the room
He knows it's time to change the diapers
She calls him daddy as she portraits his last hours
And again he wonders, even shit soaked he can smile