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I can barely feel anything
After decades of breathing
Tasted everything, seen it all
Again and again and again

Help me...

Countless times I've tried
In this everyday nonsense
To find some true passion
To walk an exciting path

Hit me!

Neither sweet nor bitter
Neither dead nor alive
Delight and disgust coalesce
It's all the same to me

Kick me!

All I have ever cared for
Turns to dust before my eyes
All endeavors in vain
My little world collapses

Crush me...